It’s so hard to deal with

Last night at the football game I heard you. I heard your voice and the way you whistled from in the stands, and I immediately picked my head up to see if you were there. It wasn’t until I looked up to see Mom & the boys when I realized you were gone. Recently, I think I’ve been doing better but there’s always those little things that remind me of you. Seeing you the other day in my dream made me the happiest girl ever, but I just wish I could’ve actually hugged you again for real. I know we’ll meet again one day, dad. I just hope this life’s worth the wait.

Posted on Sunday, September 9th at 10:52AM with 2 notes

tagged as: i can't deal, 90 years, heaven, football game, dad, rest in peace, suicide,
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